At what point do poor decisions become a lifetime.

Diet what diet, did I diet, isn't that a broad term that means meany things. see food diet?

My friend Debby went on a liquid diet this week. Dean you should join me she said. I thought it might be extreme enough to work. But I know how to lose weight what would make me do that for more than a day???

So if I make a decision every other day for 20 years to wait until tomorrow to start my diet. At what point does that become a lifetime. I think 20 years would probably be that.

The key is at any time I can change that mind frame the possibility is there.

I refuse to buy bigger pants so at some point all of the blood will be cut off from my lower half and my legs will get skinnier

I don't crave the food. I don't even like the food. I just eat the food.

Since I can't train myself (so much for a masters degree in behavior management) how on earth can I train my dogs. I can't or don't so I start each morning picking up their poo and mopping the utility room. just as I start each morning sucking in my fat guy and praying the button holds.

I'm excited about my new position as resourse teacher. of course at anytime the district could choose to put me back in a classroom. for now I'm looking forward to it. When I force myself to change change can happen.

Joel wanted to be a teacher but after traveling to Chicago to North Eastern and speaking with my sister Joann who is a full professor we were told that your lifetime gradepoint average had to be above 2.5 and Joel is not. He would have to take over 30 hours just to get his grade point up. So much for teaching.

Josh got Joel a interview with his firm. Joel had 5 interviews in one afternoon for an internship which may result in a better. Joel says they kind of offered him the job but he isn't sure he wants it. The age old concern money or joy.

Josh continues to thrive in Chicago. The real question is can Josh and Joel handle living together and working together. God love 'em

Joel had T-Shirt due to be printed and had to go to Chicago for the interviews. So my sister Elizabeth and I took ont he challenge. Joel had made the screens so the hard part was done. We were working with black ink. and one little spot gets everywhere. So I am thankful that Joel ordered several extra Yellow shirts. Liz was wonderful. And we got the job done.

I want to put a bar height counter in my kitchen. The cabinets made from two hotel dressers then I'm thinking about tiling the top. With Joel's new system he can put pictures on tile. So I was thinking a view of mexico. But after talking it over with Joel my mind is going crazy thinking of the dicision. to quote my sister Millie I don't want lots of suggestions I just want the right one.

1st week, pretty weak